vittoria
Jun 8, 2007, 7:39 AM
Sometimes when I cant sleep ( which as of late has been every day and night) I think about things that I have done in my life... The friends that are gone.. The love(s) that I have lost...
I think and I cry
Not many would imagine so, but I do...
It saddens me
Weakens me
Tears my soul to shreds
I become bewildered ~~ I agonize
Logic is the beginning of wisdom, not the end
They say youth is wasted on the young...
I say Wisdom is wasted on the old....
To be young and be wise... would be an amazing feat
Time is so fleeting and we miss out on opportunities that we can only blame ourselves for...
To be able to reach out and touch each life that has touched our own..
Would be astounding..
I found out recently about this singer who came out recently to his family... he is amazing. He is endorsed by Sir Elton John, who helped him see his way out of a rough time in England, the young man was addicted to meth and a couple of other hardcore drugs. In his voice, i can hear his epiphany.. his realization, his past pain, his ardor...
Its like a tide... and its beautiful
Theres a song that he wrote that makes me think, when i read the lyrics, that he is referring to his family, their god of choice, and people in general about his life decisions... And i feel the same way, though I personally choose not to come out to my parents cause for all intents and purposes its none of their damn business:
The song is titled Do I DIsappoint You by Rufus Wainwright:
Do I disappoint you, in just being human?
And not one of the elements, that you can light your cigar on?
Why does it always have to be fire?
Why does it always have to be brimstone?
Desire?
Cool this body down
Do I disappoint you, in just being lonely?
And not one of the elements that you can call your one and only?
Why does it always have to be water?
Why does it always have to be holy wine?
Destruction?
Of all mankind?
And do I disappoint you?
Do I disappoint you in just being like you?
Tired of being the reason the road has a shoulder,
And it could be argued, why they all returned to the the order
Why does it always have to be chaos?
Why does it always have to be wonderlust?
Sensational?
I'm gonna smash your bloody skull
'Cause baby, no, you can't see inside
No, baby, no, you can't see my soul
Do I disappoint you?
Do I disappoint you?
I think and I cry
Not many would imagine so, but I do...
It saddens me
Weakens me
Tears my soul to shreds
I become bewildered ~~ I agonize
Logic is the beginning of wisdom, not the end
They say youth is wasted on the young...
I say Wisdom is wasted on the old....
To be young and be wise... would be an amazing feat
Time is so fleeting and we miss out on opportunities that we can only blame ourselves for...
To be able to reach out and touch each life that has touched our own..
Would be astounding..
I found out recently about this singer who came out recently to his family... he is amazing. He is endorsed by Sir Elton John, who helped him see his way out of a rough time in England, the young man was addicted to meth and a couple of other hardcore drugs. In his voice, i can hear his epiphany.. his realization, his past pain, his ardor...
Its like a tide... and its beautiful
Theres a song that he wrote that makes me think, when i read the lyrics, that he is referring to his family, their god of choice, and people in general about his life decisions... And i feel the same way, though I personally choose not to come out to my parents cause for all intents and purposes its none of their damn business:
The song is titled Do I DIsappoint You by Rufus Wainwright:
Do I disappoint you, in just being human?
And not one of the elements, that you can light your cigar on?
Why does it always have to be fire?
Why does it always have to be brimstone?
Desire?
Cool this body down
Do I disappoint you, in just being lonely?
And not one of the elements that you can call your one and only?
Why does it always have to be water?
Why does it always have to be holy wine?
Destruction?
Of all mankind?
And do I disappoint you?
Do I disappoint you in just being like you?
Tired of being the reason the road has a shoulder,
And it could be argued, why they all returned to the the order
Why does it always have to be chaos?
Why does it always have to be wonderlust?
Sensational?
I'm gonna smash your bloody skull
'Cause baby, no, you can't see inside
No, baby, no, you can't see my soul
Do I disappoint you?
Do I disappoint you?