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It was November, 2007. It was a Sunday, probably a couple weeks before Thanksgiving. My fiance (now wife) was planning for us to head to her folks' place for the holiday, I remember that...I just don't remember which Sunday it was.


We were still in Milwaukee at the time. I had a pretty decent circle of friends I hung out with, some were D&D friends, some were comic book buddies, some were work friends...then there were the fuckbuddies.


It was Mark and Ray, mostly. They were a couple in their mid 40's who'd been together for about 20 years or so. Mark was average height and build, which for Wisconsin meant he was a bit heavier than average, but wore it well. He had full head of salt-and-pepper hair he kept cut very short with a stylish wave in the front and always had a pair of small wire-rimmed glasses over his brown eyes. Ray was a touch over 6' and had a cyclists build that he kept in fantastic condition by...cycling. He was utterly hairless all over..save his wispy eyebrows.. as he'd started losing it from the top of his head in high school and just decided to go with the flow. In bed, Mark was an easy versatile guy, happy to receive attention to his thick nearly 7" uncut meat or ease down onto what you offered. Ray was all top and amazing at it. His 7.5" was just narrow enough at the tip and just fat enough at the base, with just the right amount of curve to hit you perfectly when you least expected it.


There was also Kevin and Tommy. Kevin was in his late 40's, built like a man of the wilderness, all hair and muscle, but not cut or ripped...more like that bear type where you KNOW he's built like a beefcake, he just doesn't do the gym thing. Tommy was his current beau. He was barely in his 20's and cut in all the ways Kevin wasn't. Tommy was a beast OF the gym, just a hair under 6' tall, perfectly done hair, perfectly built body. They were both vers as the day was long, which did well for me. Tommy, 6.5" and thick, Kevin, 5.75" and thicker. I'd been introduced to them at a Ray's birthday party the year before and we'd just clicked.


That Sunday I'd been invited over to Mark and Ray's to watch the Packer game. Tommy was there as well, all dressed in Vikings apparel. He'd been born and raised in Rochester, Minnesota and they were playing that day. Mark and Ray were both Wisconsin natives, so they were green and gold. I was born in South Dakota...no sports teams...


While the game was setting up and we were getting our first couple beers out of the way, Ray offered an idea for the game, "Let's make it interesting" he said, a wild glimmer in his eye, "Take a guess on how the first score is going to go. Whoever gets the score method correct gets to fuck whoever gets it most wrong. Then they've got to fuck them until their team scores next, and flip."


"What if you guess wrong there, buddy?" I said to Ray, knowing he doesn't bottom.


He laughed, "Oh, I never lose this game, kiddo."


I chose that the Vikings would get a field goal. Mark said "Packers, field goal, all the way." Tommy said, "No, based on how they've been playing, and how the Vikings have been, I'd say Packers will get a regular touchdown." and finally Ray said, "guess that means Vikings touchdown for me."


Well, sure enough in the first quarter, the Packers got a touchdown. Tommy downed his fourth beer and did his woohoo dance, then looked at his Vikings jersey and went, "aw shit." Ray said, "Well, I guess that means Joe there bottoms...he's the furthest from right...wrong team, wrong method."


I stood up and shucked off my pants. Tommy did the same, except it was better to look at. His beautiful six and a half inches was already hard and ready to go. Mark reached into one of the cubbies of his couch-side table where they kept some lube and tossed it to me, where I prepped myself a bit, then reached over and stroked Tommy's shaft and head, liberally coating it.


Assuming the position, I faced the TV and waited. Tommy's hands grabbed my hips and I felt the fat knob of his head press against me. I was in better practice at this time, so I just waited until I felt some pressure, then bore down as I let him ease himself inside.


Within two plays, his hips were slapping against my asscheeks as he shuttled himself from just on the rim of his head to balls deep, every stroke. I felt the head of him as he'd pull me back thrum against my prostate for just a second, then the rub of the ridge along his underside, the whole time sending an electric shock clear through to the tip of my own rock hard prick.


Mark and Ray watched from the couch, lazily stroking each other while watching, and to be honest, it was a great addition to the game.


Tommy, however, didn't have the staying power that one would hope for. Just as the first quarter's ending, I feel him slam inside me once, then twice, then his already thick shaft begins swelling further as I feel the width of him vibrating with his orgasm. I'd been close too. Dangit.


"Whew, that was awesome" He says, and starts to pull out.


Just as he's almost out, Ray says, "Hey! The rules were you fuck until your team scores next. The Vikings haven't scored. You stay in."


Tommy kind of glanced at him, "What, are you serious?" I looked back as Ray nodded. Tommy just shrugged, "I can dig that." and plunged himself balls deep back into me, but without moving.


A few minutes later we'd adjusted. I was now lying on the floor with Tommy lying on top of me, still buried to the hilt, but not fully erect. The Vikings hadn't even been trying. All of a sudden, I felt Tommy start to pull up a bit, "OK, I've got to go take a leak."


Ray said, "Where do you think you're going? The Vikings haven't scored." He just said matter-of-factly.


Tommy repeated, "I've got to take a leak. Don't worry, I'll be right back." He pulled back just a hair more, but Mark put his foot on his butt, pushing him back down on me and back inside.


"Tommy, bud, the rules were, you fuck until your team scores. Your. Team. Hasn't. Scored." Mark repeated, jacking himself with a new sort of energy.


Tommy had a strange look on his face and a stranger tone to his voice, "Look, if I don't go to the can here in like, a minute, I'm going to piss right here. Like, right in here." I thought about that, I mean, I'd accidentally had it happen once with no ill effects.


"Well then," Ray said, "Piss right in there. I'm sure Joe can handle it."


Tommy said with a new tone, "Look, I'm not joking."


"I didn't figure you were." Ray replied, "go ahead."


Tommy sort of fidgeted a second. He breathed kind of strangely for a few moments. Then with an almost guttural "unnnh" I felt him swell again. This time, I felt myself start filling. Much the same way I feel when I used an enema, except this time it was body-temperature warm.


"Oh God" Tommy said, and I could feel him getting erect again as he continued unloading his bladder into my colon. "Jesus, man. I'm...uh...wow."


It went on for what seemed like 10 minutes, but was probably only a moment or two. When he'd finished, I was left with that full, almost cramping feeling and his massive erection deep in me.


"See?" Ray queried, "I told you he could take it. Probably kind of enjoyed it, right Joe?"


I just laid my head down, "Yeah, I think I did."


The Vikings never did score. He sat there through halftime and 2 more quarters. He pissed again, but this time some of it squeaked out alongside his shaft.


I got home later that evening, and when the fiance asked me how the game went, all I could say was, "I think I have a new fetish."

So i didnt realize that having sex w boys at a young age was a bad thing. i didnt ask for it or even know what it was. but a neighbor and older brother of my best friend and his girlfriend decided that i was hot and wanted to have sex w me. they were 20 ish i was 16 ish. the only thing i knew was different was that i had a big 7"+ thick cock, blue eyes, 12 pack, ass that you could put a shot glass on, and no reason to ever think being naked was a weird thing. he had a really great cock, she was amy shumer with a huge bush. i was drunk and loved the whole thing. we got naked, licked, sucked, fucked each other. had a lot of sexy fun. as a sit now at 50+ trying to figure this out, they were my reality. i am bi and had a couple other guys. all oral and naked and fun. i tried to tell my wife. my wife doesnt understand. i tried. she is amazing but i cant tell her how fucked up i am compared to her "reality". i had sex with him and her, blew him, swallowed, he blew me. she watched. to this day being a voyeur is awesome.

I want to be gangbang for my 50th birthday by 50 guys. I know its a lot and its two years away. The men must be no bigger than 8 inches and no smaller than 6. Condoms would be optional as long as you can prove your disease free. Color does not matter.must be willing to cum on me at least. Anyway just throwing this put there for fun. Let me what you think.

[COLOR=#444444][FONT=Verdana]as u might know i'm exploring bisexuality. i don't know how much of this i mean since i'm still questioning & confused. i did my best to let my inhibitions go & this is what came out. let me know what u think!
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[COLOR=#444444][FONT=Verdana]My dear, loving First:

For many years I have been sexually confused. From the age of 22 I realized a desire for members of the same sex, & I couldn't accept this. For a long time I struggled with this realization. Slowly, thanks to the help of my own thinking about it & people that I know from the internet, I began to accept this part of my personality. I reasoned that I have freedom in matters of personal sexuality, and so I'm allowed to be a bisexual. Once in my life I would never allow or even imagine myself to want homosexual experience. I considered it a perversion at least for me personally. But now I am with You, having lived through many ideas, difficulties, frustrations, confusions, denials, moments of being convinced & acceptance. It has come to the point that I'm able to tell You I like guys.

But until this time that is all theoretical. Now I am in the presence of a man to whom I intend to give my homosexual virginity, so to speak. I beg You for patience & understanding. This is the biggest step so far in the road of my sexuality & perhaps my whole life. Though in my thoughts this is all OK, when another person takes part in this the confusion & doubt will most likely return. I will definitely be very nervous. But there's probably no other way. All that I can do is prepare myself mentally, make peace with my feelings, & go for it. Please understand that I might feel uncomfortable & decide against it. Don't be disappointed in me & don't take it the wrong way. It means I'm not ready & the time hasn't come yet. But I'm determined I will have this experience. I have dreamed about this from the age of 22 & I won't have peace until I experience this. This means there will be another opportunity for this. On the other hand, if I do agree to go ahead, this means that I have trust in You & I desire You.

If we go forth together, be gentle with me, both physically because we will be doing things which my body is probably not prepared for, & emotionally because this is a huge step for me as I have written before. But also challenge me to take part, to openness, to learn, to pleasure. Kiss me, often. Let this be about more than the orgasm. Anybody can take care of that by themselves. Invite me to a mutual, personal partaking of bodily adventure. Make me feel comfortable, so that the nervousness & uncertainty change into eagerness & closeness. Make it so I feel comfortable desiring You. Let's undress slowly. Take me in Your arms & kiss me passionately, leading me to want to give myself to You on this night completely. Be intense but also playful. This is about a life experience but also fun. Gaze directly into my eyes when You finally enter me. In that moment I belong to You, Lover. Do it slowly & gently at first, kissing me, assuring me that this is allowable, healthy, natural, beautiful & pleasant.

When we finish I don't know in what state I'll be in. If I want to leave right away, let me. That would mean I have to think this through myself. If I cry, let me cuddle up to You. Don't reject me, but take me & let me cry my eyes out with You. Assure me it's all right. Then let's cuddle up together & fall asleep, body in body, feeling each other's breath.

When morning comes express to me You're proud of me that I decided to do something out of the ordinary & outside my comfort zone, & was able to do it. Remind me I'm now an experienced bisexual. That will probably still be a shock to me. Maybe I'll break down & cry then, so again let me cuddle up next to You if I do. Or maybe I'll have a desire for some more mutual play.

I don't know if I will want to make another date to meet. If I don't, know I'm very grateful for Your attention, care & body. If we both agree, we can meet again. But know if we start seeing each other I might fall in love with You. This would be on an extremely higher level than gay sex. But I don't have anything planned other than a pleasant time spent with You.

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hi, want some advise. I am trying to find a friend for NSA fun, someone to meet every so often for mutual satisfaction. Nothing crazy, always safe!! I have a decent, or so I think sized cock, good looking and muscular body. I am very well educated. Please help!!

i want to be with a man so bad! I fantasize about touching a big hard cock, sucking it too!!

Married middle aged fit bisexual man.
I enjoy sex with my wife but want a friend with benefits in the area.
I have tried everything once abd would be willing to do anything safely with another honest attractive married man.

i think everyone who is open to sex should consider a homosexual experiance at least once in there lifetime. i think it’s a good way to explore urself sexually. after all, the person u would be having an experiance with would be the same sex as u, so u2 would have parts of sexuality in common. u can then take what u learn & discover to bed with someone of the opposite sex if u swing that way.
ive said this before & i’ll probably say it again until the day i die, there is nothing more erotic, more sensual, more beautiful sexually than 2 females sharing intimacy. they are so in tune with each other’s rhythm & they know how to touch each other in a way a male never will. involving a male would taint the experiance. it’s probably the closest thing to pure sex you can get! it is really special & if it’s as great of an experiance as i think it is, i would not any woman to be denied it, it would be important to experiance it & on some level the most pleasure she will ever feel.
but it would be hypocritical to praise female homosexual encounters without considering a male 1 might also be exceptional. there’s something to be said about a sexual experiance with 2 males too. there’s still that level of familiarity. there might also be a level of practicality. u both know what u like as men, so ur in a better position to give it to each other right away.

So I'd really like to find a safe steady married guy for a fab situation. Just hard as hell finding the right guy. I see all the ads and posts here and I KNOW there's guys out there fantasizing about the same thing. So I've answered ads,posted my own, I'm a good looking guy in good shape, still nothing. Is everyone just flakes?
How do I find a reliable safe guy?