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  1. Confusing times. Any help or advice would be great.

    Hi I have just signed up today because . . Well its complicated. I have a gf and child who i love very much. But recently i have started to have some unusual thoughts. It started around six months ago wen i was having a 3 some with another man and my gf. During the 3 some me and the other man gave each other handjobs. Now i havent really thought about doin anything with another man until this happened. I dont find men attractive but these thoughts ive been having consist of me and another man giving each other handjobs blowjobs and even anal sometimes. Like i say i dont find men attractive, so i dont know what to think. Any1 else feel this way or have any advice. Thanks
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  2. RAWR...lol!

    I'm really disliking this economics class right now. I know I'm going to fail it, not a huge deal, but I hate to fail. Ok, maybe my definition of 'fail' isn't the same as the school's definition, but I'm going to come out WAY below my goal I set for myself. I cannot wait for this 3 week break coming up. I definitely need it. Fall semester is gonna suck! I have 4-5 classes/semester. I need a study buddy...lmao!
    Is anyone good with gaphs? That's the part I'm messing up on every time. I can't do graphing...I don't get it...lol! I can do all the math, formulas, etc...but you ask me to graph something, I look at you like you're crazy...LOL!
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  3. How was your First sucking cock?

    [QUOTE=hotguyinPA;249557]the first time i was 20 and worked at my dad's office...had porn mags in the bathroom and would JO to them daily. the black lady who worked there came in at 4 and her son would 15 yo son would come by to use the bathroom after school every day before his mom got to work. i soon discovered my mags were out of order and decided to investigate. when the kid came by the office i followed him back to the bathroom to my surprise he left the door open....and was standing by the sink...this continued for week until 1 day i discovered the centerfold had been cummed on after he left. his cum covered the whole page and was still wet .i scoooped it up an tasted it and used the rest for lube to jerk off....i set up a plan to catch him masturbating.....by moving the mags and he came by the next dayto use the bathroom he began frantically looking for the mags and found them. i seen him thru the crack of the door eith his pants half way down and obviusly jerkiking off. i quikly opened the door and he turned around showing me his throbbing 7 1/2 in cut cock compared to my 6..he begged me not to tell his mom...i told him i jo too and could do some thing that feel s better than jerking off.....after tasting his sweet cum from the centerfold i had to have it so i got on my knees and began to suck him while with my other hand i unzipped my pants and jerked my cock while sucking his..i got about 6in in my throat and sucked on him furiosly and he came in like 3 minutes which seemed like a gallon and tryed to swallow it as fast as i could without spilling a drop and came myself while drinking his cum....he always came by after that by locked the door and left me sweet surpises in the new mags i bought.[/QUOTE]
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  4. Odd Ramblings / Thoughts / Stories

    Greetings: this is my 1st blog - so if i occasionally screw up - i am a virgin. let's see, perhaps i should explain what my intentions are with this. share insights, stories about various memories, rants and anything else i'm in the mood for at that moment in time. what is time? it's an invention by humanity to keep them honest with themselves and their past. could one make an argument that organized religion is a ''racket''? "what's the ugliest part of your body? some say it's your toes, some say it's your nose..... i say it's your mind.'' - frank zappa.


    if you ask someone how they are doing - and their retort is '' living the dream'' - by all means tell them they are full of shit & tell them that they are in fact ''preserving the nightmare''. have a good laugh, smile & carry on with the day.............
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  5. music

    hello - i've been reading your blog & your interest in music has me intrigued. i too am in the DFW area. i too am a musician. not playing with anyone right now (take that as you may......)

    i have over 300 GB of music in digital format as well as about 100 vinyl LP's. if you are serious about wanting to expose yourself to all sorts of different music - then i can & will oblige.

    i do not have anything you mentioned except black sabbath. i do have lots of blues, jazz, rock, r&b-soul (old skool), funk, classical, electronica, a little bit of country & folk.

    some of my oldest recordings are from the 1920's up till within the last year or two.

    NSA. just want to meet new ppl & share the gift that is music.
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  6. haha! How...ironic?

    So, I'm just sitting in my room, listening to the music streaming from the tv, and Madonna comes on. Now, I'm not a HUGE fan of her, however, she is pretty effin' awesome. I see the song is called "Beautiful Stranger", and I think, how appropriate! LOL! I say this because as I was on here earlier, and any time before, I see and meet people who are all beautiful in their own unique way. :)
    Music is my influencer, my mood enhancer. I love music. It can set the mood for just about anything: scary, funny, crying, pain, horror, etc...I always thank my parents for letting me listen to music when I was little, and exploring music as well. I always wonder what others are listening to, or are playing. If you have any favorite songs that maybe I haven't heard before, I'm totally interested!! :D Please feel free to post! It's like I tell everyone, music is my soul. Love karaoke too! LOL!
    So, in closing, please, feel free to share your music with me! If we can't post videos, let's do artist and song. :) Here's just a small list of my faves that are on my brain:
    RHCP (Red Hot Chili Peppers) ALL songs
    The Smashing Pumpkins/Zwan/Bill Corgan Jr. ALL songs
    Ozzy and Black Sabbath warpigs, dreamer...ok, who's kidding, all the songs! LOL!
    The Chronicer Protocol Adrift, Man Alive
    ~Lillian~
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  7. aggrivation..

    So, my internet has been coming and going and we aren't sure why. Thank goodness they came by early this morning to resolve whatever it was. I love our cable/internet people, but sheesh! LOL! Now, it's been working solid for about two hours almost. :) "Cause I'm BAAACK, Back in the saddle again!!" LOL! Have a good day all!
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  8. Freak? Nah, just your every day average woman..;-D

    Haven't been able to get back on here in a while..sorry folks. :( School started back up and I'm having to re-organize some stuff. All in all, it's been a confusing past few months. Still haven't been able to find that 'somone' that I'm looking for. A friend, companion, maybe sex...sometimes, being married sucks. lol! I love my husband, but I'm missing being able to get out and meet new people for just a little fling or an emotional sex thing. (yup I sound like a slut, get over it) lol! I also have this fantasy..but it's a little much for some. You have to understand that I didn't get a lot of 'sex education' growing up, and I never experimented, however, I have found that horror and horror movies turn me on like no other. The fantasy of Freddy Krueger or some serial killer maniac in my bed just gets it going for me. lol! Some people don't get it, and I don't get it sometimes myself, but when I watch a horror movie I get so turned on and I want to have sex with the killer or the 'bad guy'..what the hell is wrong with me?! LOL! Does anyone else have this fantasy? Or something like it? Or am I the only one? (any women??)
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