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[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I was seeing that a lot of 20-somethings were more... reasonable about it and many were very eager to learn from not only a 40-something guy like me but also from someone who had a whole lot of experiences and with a wide range of men. Guys my age, well, they were kinda funny about it; they didn't mind doing it with someone who was their age but a lot of them wanted someone much older or a hell of a lot younger (but legal) and I didn't know what to make of this other than my understanding that guys "chase" after the dick they prefer to have and for whatever reason they had this particular preference. Men were either looking for guys who were gullible and not so set in their ways... or looking for guys who weren't so gullible and most certainly set in their ways; those youngsters were too much of a hassle to relate with given the generational gaps and, sometimes, the older and more set guys just lacked a real sense of adventure or, what was more prevalent, they were stuck in that mindset that if you were gonna have sex with someone, they couldn't be that much younger than they were but since a lot of those men were very set in their ways, hmm, that was a bit of a problem for them.

If seeing this did anything, it made me see and realize the importance of not discriminating against men because of their age even though some of their kinks didn't sit well with me, like the many 20-somethings who wanted a daddy to have his way with them - and they really did have daddy issues more than they were looking for a sugar daddy. I very much remember negotiating with a guy who was 55 at the time (and I was 53) and they wound up breaking down because I refused to wear a diaper and call him daddy. Or the one guy in his sixties who wanted me to dress up like a woman and because it was the only way he could get it up.

A lot of the 20-somethings were more gay than bi and it didn't bother them that I was bi while, with guys who were more my age and they were quite gay, oh, man - was I getting a lot of shit from them for not wanting to give up my love of women and pussy and be as gay as they were. Some of those guys were very indecisive and lacked confidence and, of course, guys my age who were just as married as I was just couldn't seem to pull the trigger even though they wanted to and the few that seemed to be able to often couldn't pass my asshole test; I'm not the kind of bi guy who is in any way submissive so doing shit like worshipping their feet or other stuff like that... and I was never good at "following orders" to begin with.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]The plus/minus had narrowed down from five back to two or three for the most part with a mix of new guys and guys who, like me, never gave dick up when they got to be an adult as well as guys who "experimented" early but gave it up and now they were back to pick up where they left off. But, damn - there were even more guys between the ages of 18 and 25 who were hitting on me big time and a few more guys between the ages of 45 and 55 checking me out... and I was back to wondering what the fuck was really going on here and more so when, one day, I happened to run into a guy in his 70s while in a store getting something and he just strolled up to me and whispered, "I'd love to take you home and suck your cock if you're not too busy..."

That I wasn't that busy wasn't so much the point but that there was a 70-year-old cock sucker (and a very good one) was and I had asked him why he didn't seek out guys more around his age and he told me that a lot of them were dead and those who weren't dead couldn't get it up and wasn't producing sperm anymore for some reason so it made sense to him to seek out guys more my age - and I was in my early 40s at the time. If nothing else, this had me reorganizing my thoughts in this so I could make better sense of the whole thing. A lot of those men weren't "really gay or bi" in that sense but they did want the companionship and still had the need to be sexually intimate. Many were just cock suckers and many were bottoms and there were a couple of tops scattered in this as well - so much for being old and not being able to get it up, huh?

I could better see things; younger guys were hornier and more eager while older guys were even hornier and even more eager and here I was finding myself being in between the two extremes, as it were. Both side of this coin were hyped to have sex and while younger guys were more in a rush, the older guys were more deliberate and patient; while the younger guys were often harder to please, the older guys, well, they didn't seem to care a whole lot other than being very happy and satisfied to just be able to have sex this way and, at least to me, a lot more appreciative and grateful than their much younger counterparts.

After sorting it all out in my head and making sense of it, if a guy from 18 to 80 could pass my asshole test, sure - we can do something and, yes, I did run into an 80-year-old who was an incredible cock sucker, didn't have any qualms about being fucked and he wasn't lacking in the areas of getting it up, being able to cum, and did an outstanding job fucking me. On the downside of this was those guys who, upon finding out I was in my 40s, would retract their offers to have sex; I was either too old or too young and I really did get insulted when a guy who was only two years older than I was told me that I was too young for him. Around this time, guys were being a lot more selective and picky, too; it wasn't enough that I might be interested in getting with them but because I didn't meet their exact specifications, well, that was disappointing but not something I was going to lose any sleep over; if you didn't want to have sex with me and because of some really nitpicking shit, well, it's your loss because there were still a lot of guys from 18 to now 65 who didn't give a fuck about such things and the only thing that mattered to them was they were getting the dick they wanted.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]It wasn't until I was in my 30s when I noticed a change in things. While I was still able to have sex with guys who were plus or minus a year or two of my age, I was getting a lot of attention from guys who were, say, between 16 and 25 who were looking for older guys to have sex with and a lot of them were what we call today, bottoms; they wanted to suck my dick and take it in their ass and some of them were more versatile about it and guys we call tops today, well, I ran into them, too, and while very few of them got to fuck me, it was "good timing" because in my 30s, I didn't mind sucking a guy off without the favor being returned so much.

I was also seeing more guys between 40 and 60 looking to have sex with another guy in some way and, sometimes, in some pretty kinky kinds of way. Many of those guys were highly excited that I was as experienced as I was in this while some were... disappointed and I guess it was because they were trying to "trick" me into kinky sex that they didn't think I knew about or hadn't already done. It was becoming clear to me that, on one end of things, younger guys were looking for experienced guys and older guys were on the hunt for guys who had little or no real experience.

Hmm; this seemed to be "a thing" to me and I was able to look back at my prior experiences and see that this... pattern wasn't as new as it felt when I first noticed it and it explained a lot to me. I still found myself "fighting off" offers to have sex from freshly minted 18-year-old guys who were gay, very bicurious, and they were going through The Drought themselves; I'd sometimes find myself talking to one of these... kids and listening to them asking what they could do to have more sex and if having sex with a guy - and one who knew a lot about this - was worth checking out. At first, I'd turn them down since I definitely wasn't one of [B]those[/B] guys but I understood that these horny and desperate 18-year-olds were legal adults and age of consent laws said they were fair game but, even then, I was very selective about "teaching" these guys what it was like to have sex with a guy and I'd even insist that they have their first time with someone more closer to their age... but I also understood that a lot of guys realized or understood that in order for them to learn about this, bleh, doing it with someone who was as clueless as they were didn't work all that well.

The guys who were from 40 to 60, well, they had... issues. Even the ones who were married were having a hard time getting laid and the unmarried ones were having even more problems than the very married guys were. Many of them had never "experimented" in their youth and it was the start of me wondering how and why a guy who was that old would just, out of the clear blue sky, decide that having sex with another guy was the thing they [B]had[/B] to do... but doing it with a guy more their age seemed to not be the thing they were all that interested in. It's not that they wouldn't, mind you, but given the number of "older" guys looking to have sex with me and because I was younger than they were kinda mystified me but, okay, I didn't give it a whole lot of thought since a lot of them were able to pass my asshole test and if there was something I prided myself for, it was being very open-minded and not being of a mind to discriminate against anyone unless, of course, they were my idea of an asshole.[/SIZE][/FONT]

Today's fantasy is all about eating cum. The other guy just finished pumping his load deep in my wife's asshole. She offers for me to eat it since she knows how much I enjoy semen. I think I'll lap his up before I pump her ass full of my cum too.

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Today's fantasy is about my wife bringing over a few girlfriends to take advantage of me. She knows I like it when people use my hole.

I know alphabet people might point out that this scenario isn't bi-sexual (you could be straight and want this) but whatever. It's still a valid bi guy's fantasy.

Would you let these girls take turns fucking you? I know I would.

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Since I skipped a day yesterday, here is another fantasy of mine for today.

I'm in a submissive mood this weekend, so this one is also about the possibility of getting pounded by the other guy - but this time there are two guys ravaging my wife! In the middle of being double penetrated, she offers me the option of taking a turn on her, or taking the two cocks for myself for a little bit.

I think I'm going to have the two guys spit-roast me and drain their cocks into me, before I end the night by fucking her and cumming in her ass.

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Continuing the MMF theme with the wife, today's post is all about her looking out for me.

Her boyfriend comes over and they start going at it in the shower. While he is pounding her sweet pussy from behind, she broaches the subject of me joining them, with the promise that he could get another hole to fuck - if he so chooses.

I'm hoping he says yes, and that he also lets me suck her juices off his cock before the bends me over and thrusts himself into me.

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[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]After eating my wife silly and, at her request, filling her pussy with cum, I sat and thought about my neighbor’s ass, which I’d gotten a good look at when he had bent over to pick up his discarded clothes. I remembered what it felt like to be inside him and how he reacted and, of course, I thought about his... short but delightful moment he spent in my ass.

Did I really want to feel all of his dick in me? It’s not “too big” but he’s got some girth and I had to admit that when he was pushing his dick into me, his foreskin did make it feel... interesting as the head slid in even though he came not too long after that. I “reconfirmed”with myself that it was okay that he didn’t last long and, honestly, I hadn’t expected him to and I could feel the smile on my face when I recalled that I was quite pleased that he was able to stay hard enough to at least get the head fully in me - some guys can miss the boat and not stay hard enough to achieve penetration.

I sighed to myself; I didn’t feel that close to him, it in the way I’d want to in order to make him fucking me part of the routine and while I was impressed with how well he took me in his ass, I also had to respect that, at least for now, he said that he’d rather be fucked than to be the one doing the fucking.

I sighed again and decided to table the whole thing in my mind - if it happens, it just happens. As I thought about things, my phone chirped with a message and I knew who it was from; I just looked at it and smiled at the message that said, “Brother, I can’t thank you enough for changing my life.”[/SIZE][/FONT]