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my desire
my destiny
u
ur breath
ur arms
my body
naked
natural
for u
desperate
desiring
longing
thirsting
craving
for ur intimate touch
ur hands on me
our stare
i want u
take me completely
i give myself to u
ur lips
my lips
touch
tongue
getting lost in u
lying down
on top of me
i welcome u
ur penis
it's feel
it's pulse
it's thrust
now a part of me
connection
acceptance
resolution
pleasure
freedom

My wishs have all faded with the dark*
All i hear is yelling and screaming in the dark*
I`m to scared to go for my wishs now*
What will happen to me if i do go*
Leaving is no option*
I was told to go
No matter how many tears that escape my eyes*
I know what my furture holds for me now*
Nothing but pain, a broken heart, Unhappiness*
Leaving my best frirends to go somewhere unfamilar*
PLease just tell me I`m dreaming*
Or am i really diying inside.*
Please wake me up from this horrible dream
My heart hurts with depression
Leaving everything i know and love behind
Makes me wish i had another choice then this one.
Please just wake me up from this horrible dream.
I feel so alone and unloved right now.
Taking me away won`t help.
You will never escape the pain that hunts your soul
It wants you urns for you
Trying to run like you are wont help you at all
It will find you and hurt you more then it already has
Only then you will go back to the pain*
You will forgive it then the ones that love you
wont love you anymore.
Forgiving you then wont be an option
Only hate for you will an option.
But i will forgive you
because i know what you are going through
The pain you have suffered has no bound
It will come again and again then you wont take it anymore
Just please don`t let me go from your grip
I love you forever even though i`m sad and lonely
Leaving all my friends will miss me alot
and i will miss them too.
But i will fallow you till the end of time as long as i live.
Giving up everything is so hard for you and me
But we have to if we want to escape the pain of the life that we live here.
Laughs, love, hugs, and kisses won`t help us now
Please tell me you love me forever.
THats all i need to hear