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  1. My Journey: Part 1

    [SIZE=3][COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]I remember stumbling across the monthly issues of Penthouse Letters, Forum, and Variations sometime in the mid-seventies. I always went straight to the Girl / Girl sections because as a normal teenage boy, that really turned me on. Then they started to include a boy / boy section as well. The descriptions of sucking cock peaked an interest inside of my head that I had never even entertained. I started reading all of those stories I could find.[/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]It was around my late teens, when I wandered into an adult bookstore for the first time. I was excited to be able to buy porn mags. On one of the visits, I noticed that guys were walking through a beaded curtain into a dark room in the back of the store. One day I got up the nerve to walk through that curtain myself. I was amazed to find coin operated booths that you could go into, lock the door, and watch all the porn you wanted to see.[/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]It became immediately obvious that more than watching went on in those booths, as each one had gloryholes into the adjoining booths. That rachetted up my nervousness to new heights. Every time I was there, guys would beg for me to put my cock through the hole. One day, the movie clip I was watching was of two hot girls blowing a cock, and then sharing the cum by making out with each other. That put me over the top, and I plunged my teenage cock through the hole and into a mouth that devoured it instantly. It was the most amazing thing I'd ever felt! Within 15 seconds I was going to explode. I pulled back because I was afraid of how good that felt, and I certainly wasn't gay! I stood there trying to calm down, when he slipped his hard-on into my booth. Mesmerized, I watched as my hand reached out to touch the first cock ever besides my own. It felt good. "Oh My God!" I was overwhelmed, and zipped up and bolted out of there like a scared rabbit.

    [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]After that brief encounter at the bookstore, I continued to read stories about m/m encounters in the magazines. My interest grew to the point that, while back in town a couple of years later for a friend's wedding, I knew I had to experience having a cock in my mouth! [/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]I still remember parking in front of the bookstore, and telling myself I wasn't leaving until I had actually sucked a cock. I was soooo nervous! I walked straight through the store into the back room, and into the first empty booth I could find. Immediately someone entered an adjoining booth. I didn't hesitate. I ran my fingers along the bottom of the gloryhole, and suddenly, there it was. The most perfect cut, white, and beautiful cock I could have imagined![/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]I quickly took it into my hand, checking it for anything wrong. Satisfied that nothing seemed amiss, I sucked it into my mouth in one fell swoop. I was amazed at how natural it felt. He had obviously prepared for this, as it was completely fresh and smelled slightly of baby powder. My tongue seemed to instinctively know to swirl around the underside as I sucked up and down the shaft. [/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]I pulled away for a moment to see that I was being watched through the opposite hole. Keeping the cock in my hand, I remember thinking "This is nice!" before sucking it back into my mouth. Feeling it grow hard as I sucked was amazing![/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]Alas, I took stock of where I was and what the risks were, and reluctantly decided that discretion was the better part of valor. So I thanked him, and left the booth. Walking to my car, and all the way home, my mind was a buzz with what I had just done.

    [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]The vivid memory of having that cock in my mouth would have to sustain me through years of marriage, kids, work, etc. However, with the burgeoning of the internet, I found myself drawn to sites like Literotica and The Nifty Archives. Once again, cock lust began to pervade itself into my daily consciousness. [/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]During infrequent trips to the city, I always found myself visiting adult bookstore arcades. I discovered "buddy booths," where you could push a button and see into the next booth. That only fueled my desire to once again have a cock in my mouth. Fear of disease kept me from indulging that desire. [/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]The tipping point for me, was when I stumbled across a video called "Ultimate Cock Worship Hypnosis." Maybe you guys have seen it, on sites like XHamster, or Pornhub. I don't know how many times I came while watching and listening to it, but it was a lot! [/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]One day, I discovered a bookstore that sported a large arcade that actually had labels on it's doors. Signs like "Buddy Booth," "Gloryhole," "Two Gloryholes," etc. It was a clean and upscale place, and it was here that I would take the next step in my quest for cock.

    [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]I always use disposable surgical gloves when cooking, and one day I grabbed a handful of them and headed for the bookstore. I was going to suck a cock! When I arrived at the store, I went to the counter and bought several strawberry flavored condoms, and headed into the arcade. I found an empty booth marked "Gloryhole," and went inside and locked the door. Putting a $5.00 bill into the machine, I selected a blowjob channel, and sat down to wait. Within a few minutes, sure enough, a guy entered the next booth and started a movie. [/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]I watched through the hole to see him pull a very nice looking cock out of his pants, and begin to stroke it. I ran my fingers along the bottom of the hole, and he pushed his cock through. This was it! I was finally going to suck a cock to completion, and feel it throb as it came in my mouth! I slipped the strawberry condom over his cock, and dove right down on it.[/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]God, it felt nice to once again have my mouth around a cock! And I didn't waste any time. I sucked it like a starving man! My mind was a whirl with a million thoughts and sensations. I couldn't believe it was finally happening! I was sucking a cock, and I was loving it. It must have borne through to him how much I was enjoying it, because within a short time I felt him swell and begin to pulse his seed into the condom.

    [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]I can't describe the elation I felt as his cock throbbed in my mouth. Pulse after pulse of cum erupting through his shaft and filling the condom. My tongue felt every spasm. As his orgasm slowed, I kept him in my mouth, flicking my tongue every few seconds to elicit little spasms as he came down. I was as content as I can ever remember, sitting there with his softening cock in my mouth. I had done it! I had sucked a cock and had it explode in my mouth![/FONT][/COLOR]

    [COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]Eventually he withdrew, back through the hole, and I was left with all the thoughts racing through my brain. Driving home, I couldn't help but smile. I had just passed another milestone on my journey towards becoming the cock sucking, cum swallower I knew I wanted to be.[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=#2C2C2C][FONT=Open Sans]
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  2. My Favorite ABS in Des moines, IA

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    [SIZE=4]Bachelors Library on East Euclid Ave. Des Moines, IA
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    Back in January of 1993 I arrived in Des Moines, Iowa on the first Sunday of the month, to start a new position with my employer, the next day. On a previous trip from Lawrence, KS to Des Moines for a precursory interview with the location manager, I saw this place on our way to lunch at a place in a nearby strip mall on East Euclid. Being a total sex, porn, masturbation addict and pervert, I made a mental note of the location of what was then "The Bachelors Library". After checking into a Days Inn, just down the street, I made a beeline for this new opportunity to visit a new adult bookstore that might yield so hot casual sex, if it was like the other adult bookstores I'd been visiting since I snuck into one in Wichita at fifteen years old, with an older friend and a somewhat authentic looking fake i.d.. The parking lot was three fourths full of vehicles on a Sunday night, I decided "Des Moines might be a fun place to live and work". Feeling that adrenaline coursing through my veins that every new visit to an adult establishment would cause me back then, I parked and entered the store through the front door facing Euclid Ave.. Immediately to my left after I entered was a black curtain with a neon sign over it that read "video arcade", I was in heaven, or hell depending on how you view adult bookstore video arcades located in many adult bookstores all over the U.S.A.. I purchased three dollars worth of tokens per the store policy to enter the arcade. Entering past the black curtain I found an arcade consisting of a maze of approximately twenty-five video arcade booths, many of which had the red "in use" light lit up, to indicate another horny guy was inside and probably stroking his hard dick. Based on my experience with arcades thus far I entered a booth next to one with the red light lit. If the booths had glory holes in the wall between booths, the red light booths were my best shot at getting my hands/mouth on some hard anonymous cock.I had a few hundred glory hole visits under my belt, starting with one in a city park restroom in Hutchinson that I discovered one summer day at twelve years old while fishing in a park pond with several buddies. I'd visited adult bookstores in Wichita, Kansas City, and one in Atlantic City, NJ so I wasn't a rookie at cruising arcades by any means. Entering my booth, I deposited four tokens and surfed channels until I found a hot tranny cumshot compilation, then went to my knees and checked out the guy in the adjacent booth. I saw a guy late teens or early twenties stroking a stiff five or six inches of rock hard cock and dripping like a garden hose with a bad washer. i ran my fingers around the circumference of the glory hole, hoping my neighbor in the next booth would see it as an invitation to insert his hot younger stiffie into the hole. With very little hesitation the latest of a long series of strange cocks I had played with, came through the hole as far as the occupant of the next booth could push it. I didn't bother with a stroking warm up, I went right down on him and started sucking him like a crack ho, earning her next rock at a truck stop. Within about a minute and a half I got my first mouthful of "Iowa creamy reward", the dirtiness of sucking a stranger off anonymously through a glory hole got me dripping. Horny as the devil himself, and having nowhere to be except work the next morning, I went to the register and bought another five bucks in tokens and returned to a new booth with a "red light neighbor. In the next two and half hours I was able to find four willing cum donors to swallow, I was getting past the point of no return myself. Hitting one last booth I found a willing receiver to take my load almost as soon as I put it into the hole. I had what seemed like a 5 minute ejaculation in that lucky dudes mouth. After my initial recon mission to the B III, I continued to patronize this store for a little over twenty years afterwards.[/SIZE]
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  3. Just Sucked My First Ever Dick Through A Grloryhole - And Also My Last

    I'm not crazy about glory holes. I prefer eye contact when I'm sucking a dick or some guy is sucking mine. And dirty talk - body language too.

    But I'm also a total slut for a big black dick and it's been too long since I've had one in my mouth.

    I was feeling really horny earlier tonight. So I went to an adult shop - in the suburbs where they aren't concentrated like they are in cities.

    My plan was to find a booth with hot porn and jerk off to it. By myself. I'm fairly cute and almost all the men who cruise the booths unfortunately are not. Not cute and not even close to it. Fat, bald, unkempt, drunk or high on something else. I've been going to peep shows since I sneaked into my first one ever when I was 15. And from that first time to even today - I'm around 50 now - I'm almost always the star of the show. All the other men hit on me and some don't go away the first time I tell them to fuck off. There have been a few exceptions and sometimes there is one hotter guy there but even then I'm still the wet dream of every troll in the joint.

    Tonight the place I went to was almost totally empty. Maybe 3 or 4 guys total and that includes me. But one of them was a black dude. Not a hottie but around average looking or better and around my age. As soon as we made eye contact we headed to the booths. He led the way and we got into adjoining booths with a hole in the wall between them.

    This place also has a couple of double booths with only a metal gate separating them. And you can see the other guy completely when the two of you go in them. That's where I wanted us to go but I didn't have time to say anything to him.

    I get in the booth and lock the door and five seconds later I see his dick come through the hole. I'm also a size queen so I was hoping he had a huge monster dick - the bigger the dick the sluttier I get, the sluttier I get the better I am as a cocksucker. And also as a bottom too.

    My dick is big - 8 inches. And I have this thing - I only want to suck a dick if it's bigger than mine. If it isn't I physically can't get into it enough to bother doing it and wasting my time. I'm not saying that's right but it's true for me.

    His dick passed the test. But not by very much. My guess is it was around 8.5 inches. But that's big enough for me. It was arounf halfway between soft and a hardon and I like to suck a soft dick at the start so I can feel it get big and hard in my mouth. Wow does that feel good and it makes me so fucking hot. The sexual thrill from the physical sensation but also knowing it got big and hard because I made it happen.

    I turned that black dick into a boner in no time at all. Licked it and deepthroated as much as I could which isn't the whole thing because I'd never get close to the wall since it's filthy and disgusting. Another downside of gloryhole cocksucking by the way. I slobbered all over it and licked it up and down and stroked it with without sucking it. For about 3 or 4 minutes. And then I told him through that hole about those other booths and asked him to go there with me so we could make eye contact and he could see his white cocksucking slut make love to his big - biggish actually - black dick with his own eyes.

    But he said nothing back to me so I sucked it a little more and then I stopped and I got up and got myself halfway out of the booth. I'm a world class cockcucker so I got a little cocky and assumed he'd come out too since a blowjob from me is too good to pass up even if he didn't - or even really didn't want or like watching me do it.

    But he didn't come out and he kept his dick where it was. Sticking out of the hole. We were in a test of wills and I lost. I went back and got down again and sucked that dick some more.

    I was exceptionally horny tonight but I'll never be horny enough to let a total stranger shoot his load in my mouth. I'll gladly suck a stranger's dick until he's close but only if he promised me beforehand to tell me when he got to that point so I could take his dick out of my mouth and then jerk him off to the finish line. This guy didn't say a word when I told him that so I wasn't gonna get even close to close to cuming anyway. And the whole thing was gross and not my cup of tea anyway so this second time on my knees was a really short cocskucking session and I stopped it after only a minute or so. And then walked out asked him again to come with me to the other booths with the metal gate and full visibility. Again no answer so I asked him another time and he didn't answer that one either so it was game over.

    First time doing anything is special and so was this but I'm not doing it ever again. I might do it in those other booths but only with a black guy with a really big dick will do the trick for me.

    So that's the story of my first - and almost certainly also my last - time I sucked a dick through a hole at the peep shows. No cum in my mouth so almost zero risk for me but even a really big black dick isn't fun for me when I'm sucking it through a small hole in a filthy smelly cum stained sleazy peep show booth. That's what I learned today.

    Hope you all enjoyed
  4. Just Sucked My First Ever Dick Through A Grloryhole - And Also My Last

    I'm not crazy about glory holes. I prefer eye contact when I'm sucking a dick or some guy is sucking mine. And dirty talk - body language too.

    But I'm also a total slut for a big black dick and it's been too long since I've had one in my mouth.

    I was feeling really horny earlier tonight. So I went to an adult shop - in the suburbs where they aren't concentrated like they are in cities.

    My plan was to find a booth with hot porn and jerk off to it. By myself. I'm fairly cute and almost all the men who cruise the booths unfortunately are not. Not cute and not even close to it. Fat, bald, unkempt, drunk or high on something else. I've been going to peep shows since I sneaked into my first one ever when I was 15. And from that first time to even today - I'm around 50 now - I'm almost always the star of the show. All the other men hit on me and some don't go away the first time I tell them to fuck off. There have been a few exceptions and sometimes there is one hotter guy there but even then I'm still the wet dream of every troll in the joint.

    Tonight the place I went to was almost totally empty. Maybe 3 or 4 guys total and that includes me. But one of them was a black dude. Not a hottie but around average looking or better and around my age. As soon as we made eye contact we headed to the booths. He led the way and we got into adjoining booths with a hole in the wall between them.

    This place also has a couple of double booths with only a metal gate separating them. And you can see the other guy completely when the two of you go in them. That's where I wanted us to go but I didn't have time to say anything to him.

    I get in the booth and lock the door and five seconds later I see his dick come through the hole. I'm also a size queen so I was hoping he had a huge monster dick - the bigger the dick the sluttier I get, the sluttier I get the better I am as a cocksucker. And also as a bottom too.

    My dick is big - 8 inches. And I have this thing - I only want to suck a dick if it's bigger than mine. If it isn't I physically can't get into it enough to bother doing it and wasting my time. I'm not saying that's right but it's true for me.

    His dick passed the test. But not by very much. My guess is it was around 8.5 inches. But that's big enough for me. It was arounf halfway between soft and a hardon and I like to suck a soft dick at the start so I can feel it get big and hard in my mouth. Wow does that feel good and it makes me so fucking hot. The sexual thrill from the physical sensation but also knowing it got big and hard because I made it happen.

    I turned that black dick into a boner in no time at all. Licked it and deepthroated as much as I could which isn't the whole thing because I'd never get close to the wall since it's filthy and disgusting. Another downside of gloryhole cocksucking by the way. I slobbered all over it and licked it up and down and stroked it with without sucking it. For about 3 or 4 minutes. And then I told him through that hole about those other booths and asked him to go there with me so we could make eye contact and he could see his white cocksucking slut make love to his big - biggish actually - black dick with his own eyes.

    But he said nothing back to me so I sucked it a little more and then I stopped and I got up and got myself halfway out of the booth. I'm a world class cockcucker so I got a little cocky and assumed he'd come out too since a blowjob from me is too good to pass up even if he didn't - or even really didn't want or like watching me do it.

    But he didn't come out and he kept his dick where it was. Sticking out of the hole. We were in a test of wills and I lost. I went back and got down again and sucked that dick some more.

    I was exceptionally horny tonight but I'll never be horny enough to let a total stranger shoot his load in my mouth. I'll gladly suck a stranger's dick until he's close but only if he promised me beforehand to tell me when he got to that point so I could take his dick out of my mouth and then jerk him off to the finish line. This guy didn't say a word when I told him that so I wasn't gonna get even close to close to cuming anyway. And the whole thing was gross and not my cup of tea anyway so this second time on my knees was a really short cocskucking session and I stopped it after only a minute or so. And then walked out asked him again to come with me to the other booths with the metal gate and full visibility. Again no answer so I asked him another time and he didn't answer that one either so it was game over.

    First time doing anything is special and so was this but I'm not doing it ever again. I might do it in those other booths but only with a black guy with a really big dick will do the trick for me.

    So that's the story of my first - and almost certainly also my last - time I sucked a dick through a hole at the peep shows. No cum in my mouth so almost zero risk for me but even a really big black dick isn't fun for me when I'm sucking it through a small hole in a filthy smelly cum stained sleazy peep show booth. That's what I learned today.

    Hope you all enjoyed
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