I've hesitated posting this because many of the answers could involve times as a minor. Please refrain from going into such details and simply be vague. Mine here will hopefully be an example. Here's mine. I started masturbating at a young age. I recall enjoying doing so to a certain pictorial that involved a woman giving a guy a blowjob. I remember the actual day that it occurred to me that not only the blonde's actions were enticing, but that I was excited by the man's beautiful penis. It scared me and I felt a bit dirty and ashamed, and directed my masturbation session toward another pictorial. I tried to forget about the thought, but it resulted in my next masturbation session going straight to same pictorial and pretending that I was in the position of that blonde and all of those things being done to the man were me doing them. God, I came hard. I was successful in not going there much in my mind in those young years and shrugged it off, but then I remember watching some porn video where I was crazy with lust upon discovering that I wanted to be in that girl's position as well doing those things to some other man with a beautiful large dick who came like a geyser when he orgasmed. I was so attracted to the thought while being horny, but again shrugged it off as just fantasizing and digging it as a mental departure while snapping one off. But this also was instrumental and another stage in my bicurious development and I wore that video out! The fantasies would come to me now and then through the years, but there was a particularly lusty masturbatory Saturday where I was REALLY into it and doing myself anally. I was crazed thinking about gay sex and the thought suddenly hit me that I really, really, REALLY wished I had a man right in front of me and IN FACT would have sex with him. It scared the fuck out of me! What did this mean? Was I gay and am now facing it? If I was I needed to know. After putting much thought into it I realized over these past few years that I am bisexual to a very certain degree. I'm not really into men on a dating level, but I am totally 50/50 on my love of both sex's genitalia and bodies. My bi or gay side that surfaces at times feels sort of a relating to myself and my manhood and a celebration of it. One other thing. I remember masturbating at an early age and really loving (and I do mean "love") my penis and what it did and the way it looked and felt. No exaggeration, I love it with my heart. It was only a matter of time before I'd want to enjoy some other man's penis. I just had to face it over progressive years.
Hello Curious, I know EXACTLY how your feel. I felt the same way a "hundred years ago" in my youth. I had a neighbor buddy that would come to my house every day (or I would go to his house) and we would spend the day together playing. And, as young kids to, we got naked together and explored each others bodies with our hands and mouth. It was exciting, and I loved it. It was the first time another person had ever touched my body, anywhere. My little uncut cock stayed hard for days (it seems). We had a secret place where we could get naked without getting caught and we played and played. Sometimes we "played" 4 or 5 times a day. My cock never got soft. What I wouldn't give for just a couple of those days TODAY ! ! The years went by and we moved quite a bit due to my Dad's work, but I never failed to find a new buddy to have sex with in every new town we move to. It just seemed very natural to me to have a buddy friend to jackoff and suck. When I was still in HS I started getting interested in girls and really like to be around them and loved the way they felt and smelled. AND guess what, I also noticed that they made my cock extremely HARD when I was around them.....which I loved. I always love to have a hardon.......except those times when it came up "automatically" LOL. I lost my ass cherry to a one of my "jackoff buddies" when I was in Jr Hi and I knew right then that I was hooked on ass fucking, but, the girls still held and extreme interest to me. When I was a sophomore in HS I met a guy that was 2 years younger than me. We became jackoff buddies 30 minutes after we met, and the next night, we became fuckbuddies, and remained buddies for the next 7 years. All during this time, I dated girls, made out with them (no fucking) and had many, many hardons and had to jackoff many times after taking them home. Still, my interest in my male friends did not decline and I continued to have sex with them.......continued
Hello Curious, I know EXACTLY how your feel. I felt the same way a "hundred years ago" in my youth. I had a neighbor buddy that would come to my house every day (or I would go to his house) and we would spend the day together playing. And, as young kids to, we got naked together and explored each others bodies with our hands and mouth. It was exciting, and I loved it. It was the first time another person had ever touched my body, anywhere. My little uncut cock stayed hard for days (it seems). We had a secret place where we could get naked without getting caught and we played and played. Sometimes we "played" 4 or 5 times a day. My cock never got soft. What I wouldn't give for just a couple of those days TODAY ! ! The years went by and we moved quite a bit due to my Dad's work, but I never failed to find a new buddy to have sex with in every new town we move to. It just seemed very natural to me to have a buddy friend to jackoff and suck. When I was still in HS I started getting interested in girls and really like to be around them and loved the way they felt and smelled. AND guess what, I also noticed that they made my cock extremely HARD when I was around them.....which I loved. I always love to have a hardon.......except those times when it came up "automatically" LOL. I lost my ass cherry to a one of my "jackoff buddies" when I was in Jr Hi and I knew right then that I was hooked on ass fucking, but, the girls still held and extreme interest to me. When I was a sophomore in HS I met a guy that was 2 years younger than me. We became jackoff buddies 30 minutes after we met, and the next night, we became fuckbuddies, and remained buddies for the next 7 years. All during this time, I dated girls, made out with them (no fucking) and had many, many hardons and had to jackoff many times after taking them home. I even had a coupe of "crushes" with a couple of girl and thought I was in LOVE. Still, my interest in my male friends did not decline and I continued to have sex with them.......continued
Well, here goes. I can't remember when I didn't masturbate. In the bedroom with my brother asleep, I'd slide my dick while humping and cumming in my dirty T-shirt. I'm sure mom knew. Fast forward through high school and some fumbling make out. Fast forward to first marriage where i snuck around getting porn videos. She told me I was a pervert and needed counseling. Fast forward to 2nd marriage...a real slut and I revelled in it. We did some swinging with couples but got tired of the drama. I liked her, she didn't like him...vice versa. I found that the most pleasure I got from swinging was seeing and hearing her fucked. Damn that turned me on. We started looking for men to join us in MFM 3-somes. Meanwhile we were watching porn videos. She loved the gay porn....turned her on big time. One of our MFM sessions, the guy said he was bisexual. She squealed "suck him". He did and then I did. She came as soon as his cock was in my mouth. Then he went back to fucking her. We resolved to only meet with bi guys, and you can imagine I got more cocks to suck. it wasn't long before I realized I liked cock as much as pussy...That's bisexual, ain't it???
For me it was my early 30's when a lot of my bi fantasies started. Penthouse Form was big then. No internet! I was doing a lot of cocaine at the time and at the end of the fun if I wasn't with a woman I always jerked off. Sometimes I had coke cock and it was like wrestling a warm noodle. So my fantasies grew more exotic especially after I read a story in Forum that had bisexual guys in it. I never explored these desires until my last wife confessed she had some bi encounters. I confessed mine and we explored at least talking about them. Well the marriage ended, not to my desires but alcohol. So years later in sobriety and my 60's someone who had read one of my stories I posted on literotica.com contacted me. One thing led to another and we met face to face when I asked myself "Would I suck this guys cock?" The answer was yes and 10 minutes later we were naked looking at porn in his apartment. Good thing we met outside of his building! Soon I just said, why don't you get on the bed and I'll suck your cock. I loved it immediately! the silky smoothness sliding through my lips and over my tongue! I knew at once that was for me and now a year later in a new town I am selective but still enjoying sucking cock as much as I love eating pussy. If I only could get to do the both at the same time. I post as 69plus1 on literotica and have a tumblr: 69plus1.tumblr.com
Going to nude beach in my late 30's. Got approached by a nice gay male and we hit it off from the start. Preferred beach at nite....no problems being bashful about my erection,...more comfortable with intimacy too...
Hanging at nude beach with gay acquaintance....turned on by his shaft. Took forever to finally tell him I was interested.
Hey curious, when I was growing up me and my childhood friends would play truth and dare and that's how it started for me. Truth and dare was fun but eventually it just turned into us making out and sucking each other off, although I was afraid of sucking cock because I thought that it would mean I was gay even though I love women. I really enjoy jacking off in front of other people both sexes but I really would like to get a guy off.
I was younger. It started with show and tell with a friend. Slowly progressed from there. GREAT times. I'm reluctant to share details here but you can inbox me for more if you want.
I'm also on yahoo
I didn't get curious about it till my 40s then after my div in my 50s I ran into an old friend who I knew was bi and we started talking about it one day. the more we talked over a few weeks the more I got curious about it. finally one day when we were at my house we were drinking and put some porn on the computer soon we were both naked and the more I stared at his cock the more I wonted to touch it finally he stood up and walked over in front of me and I finally touched my first cock that wasn't mine. that day was my first time at sucking a cock and my first time at swallowing cum
When I was a youth, Playboy was as bad as it got. In college, some guys talked about seeing 8mm films. Then the "adult movies" which were not even R-rated by today's standards. But when real porn came out in tapes from the bookstores, I was all over them. And I asked myself why is seeing a man fuck a woman such a turn on? If I'm a normal man, just naked women would do it for me, right? Well I have a theory that people who get off on porn are moving up the Kinsey scale and at least a little bi. I think I was first curious in college. Fast forward to when my wife and I discovered gay porn. Shit oh dear, we both loved it and she eventually got me to try it (men not gay porn). I loved it from day 0.
for me, I sucked my first cock with my friends from school. we were all nervous at first because back then, you were straight or gay, there was no bi, at least as far as we knew. But we sucked anyway and I truly enjoyed it. It was somewhat confusing for me because as I said, there was no bi. I knew I loved girls, got turned on by boobs, pussys and cocks all the same, did not know what to make of it all, started to think I was just plain weird. Took a long time to come to first understand what bi is and then accept that I am bi.
This is great to read similar experiences. I had a group of triends who taught each other lot both individually and as a group. I had a particularily intense relationship with one friend off and on throughout high school. Through many girl friends, sports, and all.
It wasn't until my late 40s that I discovered I was curious about a same sex experience. A girlfriend I had after my divorce actually got me to thinking about it although it took a while to fully sink in. She liked reading erotic poetry and stories and sometimes she would read some out loud and one was about a guy that had his first MM experience. It was a well written story and I was surprised that she found it really erotic. She asked me if I had ever thought about a same sex experience and I told her at the time I really hadn't but the next day I found myself thinking about the story and how the guy felt masturbating his partner and watching him ejaculate. I found myself slightly aroused by that but soon forgot about it. Several months later my girlfriend said she'd read a few masturbation stories from guys and a few had said they liked eating their cum and she asked me if I had ever tasted my cum. I was a little embarrassed but I told her when I was in my early 20s I had a girlfriend who refused to let me ejaculate in her mouth and I figured I should try it and see if it was as bad as she had made it seem but that after climaxing I had lost interest and had never tried it again. She could tell I was embarrassed to admit I had even tried and told me she didn't think there was anything wrong with it and offered to help me. She masturbated me while talking about how it would be having my orgasm in my mouth, which turned me on pretty good and then when I came she caught my cum in a shot glass and poured it into my mouth and told me to not swallow it right away but to taste and feel it in my mouth. I found myself thinking this is what it must be like to give a guy a blow job. I found it didn't taste bad nor good but I did like the texture as it seemed sensual. Afterward though I felt weird about thinking about giving a guy a blow job but soon forgot about it. She was kind of turned on by it, mostly because I had been open enough to do it and she was pleased that she was helpful. We did variations of eating my cum but almost every time I found myself thinking about what it would be like with a guy but stuffing those thoughts. Then one time she had given me a blow job and I found myself thinking about what it would be like to have a guy give me a blow job and wondered if he would like my penis and my cum and I think it was then that I got close to realizing I was bi-curious. She had a penis shaped dildo that a friend had given her after her divorce as a gag gift but she said she much preferred a real penis and didn't use it. One night I came out of the bathroom and she whipped back the covers and had it between her legs and in a husky voice told me she wanted me to give her a blow job. At first I said, "Yeah, right." but she said she really wanted me too so I did and I was really surprised at how turned on I was and afterwards I really had to admit that I was curious.
