This should be an interesting group; I am glad you started it. And I liked reading your two posts. My first "inkling" was when I was about 14, sitting next to my best friend, looking out at the lake. Nothing was said between us, but a feeling came over me, one of strong attraction to him, a feeling that seemed so foreign to me. I did nothing about it then, and doubt that he felt anything remotely similar. I never said anything, or did anything, with him, and we have drifted apart after so many years. For many years after, I never had the same feeling for a male. But that changed in the last decade or so, and I have become increasingly attracted to me sexually. I still have never done anything about it, but chatting on this site and others, and reading what others have experienced, has made me much more comfortable with my same sex feelings and interests. Maybe some day . . .
Glad that you joined, Manfred----I have to figure out how to get people to consider joining this group so we can get some nice discussions going----feel free to share anything that you want relating to this subject. Welcome!